ARGH!!!

Annoying, annoying, annoying, annoying!!!!!

I've been staring at the same question for my graph theory applications homework for the past half hour and the problem does not seem to vanish from the question paper! Why didn't I have the power to glare away difficult questions?!

Argh!!!!

I feel so stupid sometimes. More so now that I'm in university than ever. University just makes me feel dumb. I look at those questions and I start to wonder if there was something wrong with my understanding capabilities. Why can't I seem to understand what the stuff is talking about? It doesn't help that these academic stuff seem to like to drown students in gallons of technical jargon and weird greek symbols.

Really, these people have to start to realise that the rest of the world is speaking english!

Its not just graph theory, but everything else too! I had gotten back the results for my latest prob and stats test and it was pretty bad. I don't think that it was a consolation that the test was just a "bonus" and that it didn't matter as long as one did well for the finals. Not when I happen to see a guy scoring 47/50 for the test, which was supposed to be difficult. And upon review of the answers, I realised that I didn't understand the concepts as well as I thought I had.

Argh... Seriously, I feel dumb...

The other modules, operating systems and digital photography, are still okay. Not like I am flunking them, but neither am I ace-ing them.

Was it a problem with my focus, or was it because I am not studying hard enough for it? Perhaps it was my study habits. I should start to reviewing the lectures everyday... Start to evolve into a total geek...

Dear all,

you are gathered today for the demise of the once fun-loving and vivacious Ho Jie Hui. She has vowed henceforth to become a total geek, devoting all her time to her studies and letting nothing come between her and her books except food, drinks, the occasional toilet breaks and Gintama.

With her evolution, it would not be surprising to see her sport thick glasses, messy hair with several bald spots (due to the excessive pulling of hair when frustrated) and a bad tea-breath from all the cups of tea that she consumes.

Let us take a quiet moment to reflect on the lost moments where she allowed you to annoy her because she had the time to be annoyed. Now, she would just be annoyed at her books. Joy to all who will be saved from her annoyance.

Amen.

:-D

Ahh... that feels much better. Hey, blogging (or whining about personal stuff) really does wonders for one's mood. Sigh... Back to staring at the next question of the homework. Damn...